It's been a while since i last blog, well.. not that i don't want to blog, it's just that i'm pretty sick of the blogskin and the irritating pop-ups. I was actually waiting for a better blogskin before i start writing, seems like i couldn't find any. Heee, thats why i choose a rather old blogskin but nevertheless cute and PINK!
Finally i'm able to blog again! Arh, hasn't been actively online for like so long. Didn't managed to blog about my life nowadays.. it was horrible. Horrible as in HOR-RI-BLE. I'm totally stressed up these two months and it's like pushing my limits.
My work used to be so carefree and i have nothing much to worry. Report work at 8.30am, go home at 5.30pm.. everything repeats over and over again.
Maybe i shouldn't ask for too much.
There's some minor shuffle in my company, and i was asked to assist another department for the time being. I wasn't quite willing at first but thinking that i might be doing different things.. i agreed but still, feeling insecure as i'm not quite familiarized with my "boss" at that time.
Things went on rather smoothly at first , BUT everything changed after like one month or so. I think i'm the 導�線 of the whole incident, but definitely not the cause for it. I started to see ugly sides of ppl, hearing ppl speaking ill behind my back, being backstab again and again, and also ppl giving me cold-shoulder when i did nothing wrong at all..!
Totally screwed up.
The person who "backstab" me used to be someone that i always share my little jokes with, always helping her when she's tight with work, always there to make her day but I DUN THINK SHE APPRECIATE WHAT I DID.
She even æ‰æ›² the things that i say and report them to the management.
Gosh, i never know she's this kinda person and i'm getting really tired day by day. I very much wanted to go but i think i shud be responsible for my work, i shouldn't just leave like that. Moreover, i'm wronged by them, WHY SHOULD I EVEN LEAVE? Doesn't that makes me like.. leaving of guilt??
Right now, i couldn't care too much. I have no more strength to get angry over what they made up, no more energy to defend myself.
I guess my boss is even 100 times è¡°. What he's facing is definitely more "challenging" then mine, that results in my determination to stay in the company.
Ouh, i guess females are normally more sensitive to all these issues. How i wish i could be super insensitive and carry on working without trying to please all.. but that's sure to sour the relationship and lead to more explosion. Now even small friction will create unexpected EX-PLO-SION.
Well, i can only tell myself that å�ªè¦�我å�šå¥½æˆ‘的本份ï¹�å°�我的ä¸�åˆ©è¬ è¨€ will ä¸�æ”»è‡ªç ´ and things will definitely improved. HA, i really do hope so. Nevertheless, i'm going to start flipping papers and do some job-surfing..
And besides 2 of my colleagues, I TRUST NO ONE.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
*Sigh*
"I'm so tired of my routine life now => wake up, working, home, sleep. I know working has to be like this, but i just hope to have a little surprise in my daily working life. *shrug*"
Remember i blog about this in one of my entry? I think god heard me.. 'cause there are some surprises going on currently for me. It's not a good thing at all 'cause i'm definitely not happy with the "surprises" or arrangement. It's kinda like against my wish but i have like no choice so.. my sky is pretty greyish right now. *tian hui*
Let's drop this topic. T.T
Alright, someone is back from Liverpool huh? Heee, she is almost back for almost 5 days but i've not met her still! =( Lets go out for some prata nite okie? Erm.. chicken rice dinner is alright for me too! Meet up meet up meet up :)
Remember i blog about this in one of my entry? I think god heard me.. 'cause there are some surprises going on currently for me. It's not a good thing at all 'cause i'm definitely not happy with the "surprises" or arrangement. It's kinda like against my wish but i have like no choice so.. my sky is pretty greyish right now. *tian hui*
Let's drop this topic. T.T
Alright, someone is back from Liverpool huh? Heee, she is almost back for almost 5 days but i've not met her still! =( Lets go out for some prata nite okie? Erm.. chicken rice dinner is alright for me too! Meet up meet up meet up :)
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Olddd b'day
Yes it's been a freaking long time since i last update. Not much of a choice since my computer so dead.. will get it fixed soon, i hope. =)
and.. YES today is my b'day!! =D SO OLD... Heee, time passes really fast huh? It's like not too long ago i just organize my b'day chalet and now it's another b'day. >.<"
Alot of things happened in between, i realised i'm indeed happier when i'm studying. Erm, though i'm leading kinda no-stress life now, my future is still unknown. I'm so tired of my routine life now => wake up, working, home, sleep. I know working has to be like this, but i just hope to have a little surprise in my daily working life. *shrug*
Sometimes i feel vexed just by thinking which way i should go..
Maybe someone can enlighten me and guide me to nirvana pls.
and.. YES today is my b'day!! =D SO OLD... Heee, time passes really fast huh? It's like not too long ago i just organize my b'day chalet and now it's another b'day. >.<"
Alot of things happened in between, i realised i'm indeed happier when i'm studying. Erm, though i'm leading kinda no-stress life now, my future is still unknown. I'm so tired of my routine life now => wake up, working, home, sleep. I know working has to be like this, but i just hope to have a little surprise in my daily working life. *shrug*
Sometimes i feel vexed just by thinking which way i should go..
Maybe someone can enlighten me and guide me to nirvana pls.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Awkward Silence.
Just now when i'm on my way back home on the mrt, i witnessed the most dramatic scene of year 2006 just right in front of me. Free show! Haaaa, they behaved real awkwardly. 2 young teens boarded the train at Bukit Gombak, both dressed in white shirt and black skirt. Waitresses at some restaurant i guess.
X: I love the "Pi Ba" chicken from malaysia!
Y: Really?
X: Yah! The skin so crispy.. so nice..
Y: I agree, i like that dish too.
X: So crispy so sweet.. I like it alot.
Y: Yah.
X: I really like it alot, very nice leh... *thinking about next topic* <= can see from the speed of her talking =D
...
Y: Other than that, what other dishes you had there?
X: Oh! I ate the "Tian Ji" and others.. *nodding her head*
For a moment X was looking up and Y was looking around, then X initated to start a new topic.
X: You drive in Malaysia?
Y: Yah.
X: Wow!
Y: Why?
X: Oh.. nothing. Hehe. So smart.
Y: Go learn lah.
X: Erm.. not now maybe a few more years...
... Silence.
X: So... do you have planation of your own in Malaysia?
Y: No.
X: Oh...
Y: Used to have papaya trees but i guess we dun have it now.
X: Those kampong days my grandma used to have durian trees leh! *excited all of a sudden*
Y: Really? Wow, sure needs a lot of place.
X: Yah lor..
Then again, awkward silence. Probably 15 seconds with you looking around and me glancing outside the windows. Eeks, even i feel the uncomfortable atmosphere surrounding.
X: ... Do you keep dogs?
Y: No. But last time i used to have a dog that's quite funny looking. Erm.. short legs with long body.
X: Wah, then i think the dog will have a very hard time walking.
Y: Yah, once he wanted to climb the stairs but i think it's too tough for him.. so he kept jumping. Haaaaa.
X: Wahahaa. So... does he have a hard time walking?
...
X: Eh, you can buy bread then "kiap" the dog, then it will become a hotdog!
Y: =.="
X: Wahahaha *finds it really funny*
Y: You are juz like Jess, so pervertic.
X: Why? She eat dog meat arh? *pretend to be stupid*
Y: Nah, she said she like human meat. So gross.
X: Haaaaa, no lah. Although i say this but i dun eat dog one. Really! Dogs are really cute animals. *Act stupid again*
Y: Oh. =.="
X: Last time there was one dog that bit me leh! Whoa, i'm now like quite afraid of dogs. But i like dogs leh. Erm, prefer dogs over cats.
Y: Oh is it..
X: Yah..
... Dead silence.
Y: Erm.. i'm alighting.
X: Okay.. bye bye.
Y: Bye.
Once Y finished the last sentence, both of them looked away. X seems to have let out a sigh of relieve. phew..... Well, thats why i rather avoid ppl that i'm not familiar with. Avoiding is better than squeezing out topics and acting like you're so interested in chatting with the person. Haaaa, sometimes i just see here see there pretending i've missed that person in the crowd. Pls forgive me 'cause i don't want the other party to feel the same way too. Very awkward yea, very stressful too..
In case you really have to meet up with someone you're not that familiar with, bring a checklist of topics you wanna share. Heee, shud be able to save you from the awkwardness! *wink
X: I love the "Pi Ba" chicken from malaysia!
Y: Really?
X: Yah! The skin so crispy.. so nice..
Y: I agree, i like that dish too.
X: So crispy so sweet.. I like it alot.
Y: Yah.
X: I really like it alot, very nice leh... *thinking about next topic* <= can see from the speed of her talking =D
...
Y: Other than that, what other dishes you had there?
X: Oh! I ate the "Tian Ji" and others.. *nodding her head*
For a moment X was looking up and Y was looking around, then X initated to start a new topic.
X: You drive in Malaysia?
Y: Yah.
X: Wow!
Y: Why?
X: Oh.. nothing. Hehe. So smart.
Y: Go learn lah.
X: Erm.. not now maybe a few more years...
... Silence.
X: So... do you have planation of your own in Malaysia?
Y: No.
X: Oh...
Y: Used to have papaya trees but i guess we dun have it now.
X: Those kampong days my grandma used to have durian trees leh! *excited all of a sudden*
Y: Really? Wow, sure needs a lot of place.
X: Yah lor..
Then again, awkward silence. Probably 15 seconds with you looking around and me glancing outside the windows. Eeks, even i feel the uncomfortable atmosphere surrounding.
X: ... Do you keep dogs?
Y: No. But last time i used to have a dog that's quite funny looking. Erm.. short legs with long body.
X: Wah, then i think the dog will have a very hard time walking.
Y: Yah, once he wanted to climb the stairs but i think it's too tough for him.. so he kept jumping. Haaaaa.
X: Wahahaa. So... does he have a hard time walking?
...
X: Eh, you can buy bread then "kiap" the dog, then it will become a hotdog!
Y: =.="
X: Wahahaha *finds it really funny*
Y: You are juz like Jess, so pervertic.
X: Why? She eat dog meat arh? *pretend to be stupid*
Y: Nah, she said she like human meat. So gross.
X: Haaaaa, no lah. Although i say this but i dun eat dog one. Really! Dogs are really cute animals. *Act stupid again*
Y: Oh. =.="
X: Last time there was one dog that bit me leh! Whoa, i'm now like quite afraid of dogs. But i like dogs leh. Erm, prefer dogs over cats.
Y: Oh is it..
X: Yah..
... Dead silence.
Y: Erm.. i'm alighting.
X: Okay.. bye bye.
Y: Bye.
Once Y finished the last sentence, both of them looked away. X seems to have let out a sigh of relieve. phew..... Well, thats why i rather avoid ppl that i'm not familiar with. Avoiding is better than squeezing out topics and acting like you're so interested in chatting with the person. Haaaa, sometimes i just see here see there pretending i've missed that person in the crowd. Pls forgive me 'cause i don't want the other party to feel the same way too. Very awkward yea, very stressful too..
In case you really have to meet up with someone you're not that familiar with, bring a checklist of topics you wanna share. Heee, shud be able to save you from the awkwardness! *wink
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Blogging.. in office!
Well, now here am i.. blogging in the office.
Haaaa, haven't been blogging nowadays 'cause there's like kinda no mood to blog. Heee, since now i'm not pack with work.. let me update things that're going on. =)
There's finally going to be a baby in our house! Weeee, finally we can stop staring at other babies! Haaaa, really quite excited and looking forward to her arrival. YES! HER! Akan datang in about 5 more months! ^^
Whoa these 2 months at work is really a nightmare to me. I ACTUALLY INCREASE 4 FREAKING KGS! I should really control my diet yea. Argh, but i guess no use huh.. i just ate the stupid 933 golden pillow. For your info, it's curry chicken with bread. Needless to say it's very very very fattening okay.. T.T
Haiz the more i think of losing weight, things i eat juz turn out to be more fattening. WTH.
Okay la, i better start working before anyone caught me blogging. Heee, good day all =)
Haaaa, haven't been blogging nowadays 'cause there's like kinda no mood to blog. Heee, since now i'm not pack with work.. let me update things that're going on. =)
There's finally going to be a baby in our house! Weeee, finally we can stop staring at other babies! Haaaa, really quite excited and looking forward to her arrival. YES! HER! Akan datang in about 5 more months! ^^
Whoa these 2 months at work is really a nightmare to me. I ACTUALLY INCREASE 4 FREAKING KGS! I should really control my diet yea. Argh, but i guess no use huh.. i just ate the stupid 933 golden pillow. For your info, it's curry chicken with bread. Needless to say it's very very very fattening okay.. T.T
Haiz the more i think of losing weight, things i eat juz turn out to be more fattening. WTH.
Okay la, i better start working before anyone caught me blogging. Heee, good day all =)
Friday, February 17, 2006
Wahhhhh
Whoa, it's been sometime since i last update huh. =D Well actually i tot of uploading the photos in my blog, but on a second thought, i think it's better not to expose them. You'all shud be able to understand why? Haaaaaa.
Alright, these days i've been working, going out, working, going out, i simply have no time for myself. The kinda time i'm talking about is when i can sit down, watch a few vcds or read some novels, enjoying the peace around me. Wahahaha, also when i can slp at 4am and freaking wake up at 2pm still wanting to sleep more. Well well well, guess i can no longer lead this kinda life anymore...
Haiz, just bought a ear-phone for my mp3 thinking my old one was spoilt.. it just turn out to be the stupid mp3 that's spoilt. ARGH. WASTE MY MONEY. But the new earphone is kinda cute and sweet. Erm.. but i have to get a new mp3 soon. =) New phone, new mp3, new camera.. Haaa, how can i get so much money huh. Haaaaa, anymore 10 million totos? =D
Oh yah! Rara read my blog and she complaint that she's not mentioned here. Now i shall say, RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA, you are now mentioned!!! Haaaa, must wear nice nice then we go out together hor. And.. pls meet up pretty soon!!
Erm, joke of the day. *while you still can laugh, laugh first alright.*
A loaf of bread.
Ms Swannn is a real big eater, she can eat 3 bowls of rice for every meal. (Adds up to 9 bowls a day.) One sunny morning she bought a loaf of bread to work..
"Ms Swannn.. can you finish one loaf before the expiry date??" Colleague peeped at the expiry date which is no more than 3 days away.
"Arh? This is my breakfast..." And while she's saying, she folded one plain bread into her mouth and started munching away. She generously took out a piece of bread and hand it over to her colleague. "Eh, no thanks--" Before the dear colleague could even finish her sentence, Ms Swannn stuffed another bread into her mouth, smiling away..
Haaaaa, not funny right. Supposed to be a little joke among us. Haaaaaa.
Alright, i'm going for my daily blog reading.. So, tataZzz. *grin
Alright, these days i've been working, going out, working, going out, i simply have no time for myself. The kinda time i'm talking about is when i can sit down, watch a few vcds or read some novels, enjoying the peace around me. Wahahaha, also when i can slp at 4am and freaking wake up at 2pm still wanting to sleep more. Well well well, guess i can no longer lead this kinda life anymore...
Haiz, just bought a ear-phone for my mp3 thinking my old one was spoilt.. it just turn out to be the stupid mp3 that's spoilt. ARGH. WASTE MY MONEY. But the new earphone is kinda cute and sweet. Erm.. but i have to get a new mp3 soon. =) New phone, new mp3, new camera.. Haaa, how can i get so much money huh. Haaaaa, anymore 10 million totos? =D
Oh yah! Rara read my blog and she complaint that she's not mentioned here. Now i shall say, RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA RARA, you are now mentioned!!! Haaaa, must wear nice nice then we go out together hor. And.. pls meet up pretty soon!!
Erm, joke of the day. *while you still can laugh, laugh first alright.*
A loaf of bread.
Ms Swannn is a real big eater, she can eat 3 bowls of rice for every meal. (Adds up to 9 bowls a day.) One sunny morning she bought a loaf of bread to work..
"Ms Swannn.. can you finish one loaf before the expiry date??" Colleague peeped at the expiry date which is no more than 3 days away.
"Arh? This is my breakfast..." And while she's saying, she folded one plain bread into her mouth and started munching away. She generously took out a piece of bread and hand it over to her colleague. "Eh, no thanks--" Before the dear colleague could even finish her sentence, Ms Swannn stuffed another bread into her mouth, smiling away..
Haaaaa, not funny right. Supposed to be a little joke among us. Haaaaaa.
Alright, i'm going for my daily blog reading.. So, tataZzz. *grin
Thursday, February 09, 2006
The adorables.
Here, presenting you my dear son..
Long Long, the King-Kong style.
With his favorite "Robin", heard tt this robin wasn't really a "hero" kinda character.
Frown, yesh. Go on. =D
Long with one of my best looking cousin. Haaaa.
Long with my another cousin, he said she's the prettiest among us. ARGH. And next, *drum rolls* my neighbour's grand-daughter, Sophia. SHE IS FREAKING CUTE! You have gotta open your eyes and look at her!
So cuteeeeee!
Watery eyes hor, so big.
Sophia with my mom =D
Weeee, we love her so much.
Hump.
Smiling, like me! HAAAAA.
With his favorite "Robin", heard tt this robin wasn't really a "hero" kinda character.
Frown, yesh. Go on. =D
Long with one of my best looking cousin. Haaaa.
Long with my another cousin, he said she's the prettiest among us. ARGH. 
Watery eyes hor, so big.
Sophia with my mom =D
Weeee, we love her so much.
Hump.Smiling, like me! HAAAAA.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
CNY!
Gong Xi Gong Xi Gong Xi Ni ARHHHHH~ *heeee*
Okay, ppl are asking why i'm still not blogging 'cause.. there's nothing to blog about? Haaaaa. Alright, life's still the same. See, this week went by pretty fast. Compared to last week, it's like totally different light years. =d The ang-bao money i got was quite okay, not too less not too much, just nice for my trip on the 10th next week. =)
What i like about CNY is because it brings ppl together.
Had a good gathering with my cousins. We went for annually ktv session, roti prata supper, planned to watch "i not stupid too" but tickets were sold out before we could get them. Heee, but i still managed to watch it last night with my creepykamx's members. The show was not too bad, didn't cry but was somehow touched. Some parts were so exaggerating, shouldn't help but to burst out laughing. I KNOW MANY MANY EYES ARE STARING AT ME, but i didn't care. HEEE.
Anyway i lost bucks and bucks of money again this year. *roll eyes* Every year is the same man. Argh, for the black jack, i'm always getting like a "King" and a "Five" or a "Six". -__-" The next card i pick will sure be "King" again. KNS. Especially when the banker gets a blackjack or "ban-ban" which is 2 As. Money is flowing out like water! $2 per bet is still very tedious alright.
New year "good"ies doesn't really seems to be that good, i've gained like 2kgs over that 5 days. Sucks right. To me, it's possible to gain but impossible to lose. Argh, think my arms are fatty enough to feed the pigs already. =(
My son came over my house on chu-san, along with his little sisters. He's still the same, very very naughty, but still always managed to get our attention. =)
Unlike the other one. PUI.
Will post his foto soon, yea and also the foto of my little neighbour Sophia. She's just sooooo adorable.
Alright, time for beddy. I'm losing my concentration already. Haaaa, nites and i see you guys soon okie. =D
Okay, ppl are asking why i'm still not blogging 'cause.. there's nothing to blog about? Haaaaa. Alright, life's still the same. See, this week went by pretty fast. Compared to last week, it's like totally different light years. =d The ang-bao money i got was quite okay, not too less not too much, just nice for my trip on the 10th next week. =)
What i like about CNY is because it brings ppl together.
Had a good gathering with my cousins. We went for annually ktv session, roti prata supper, planned to watch "i not stupid too" but tickets were sold out before we could get them. Heee, but i still managed to watch it last night with my creepykamx's members. The show was not too bad, didn't cry but was somehow touched. Some parts were so exaggerating, shouldn't help but to burst out laughing. I KNOW MANY MANY EYES ARE STARING AT ME, but i didn't care. HEEE.
Anyway i lost bucks and bucks of money again this year. *roll eyes* Every year is the same man. Argh, for the black jack, i'm always getting like a "King" and a "Five" or a "Six". -__-" The next card i pick will sure be "King" again. KNS. Especially when the banker gets a blackjack or "ban-ban" which is 2 As. Money is flowing out like water! $2 per bet is still very tedious alright.
New year "good"ies doesn't really seems to be that good, i've gained like 2kgs over that 5 days. Sucks right. To me, it's possible to gain but impossible to lose. Argh, think my arms are fatty enough to feed the pigs already. =(
My son came over my house on chu-san, along with his little sisters. He's still the same, very very naughty, but still always managed to get our attention. =)
Unlike the other one. PUI.
Will post his foto soon, yea and also the foto of my little neighbour Sophia. She's just sooooo adorable.
Alright, time for beddy. I'm losing my concentration already. Haaaa, nites and i see you guys soon okie. =D
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