Toothache.
Hasn't been eating well the past 2 days due to the constant aching of my wisdom tooth. The back of the gum is completely swollen (all the way to the side of my neck), and i can already bite the soft swollen gums with the upper and lower wisdom tooth.
Well, I just can't join the upper row and lower row of teeth together since the gum is right in the middle. All i can do is to wait for the swell to subside which will take days/ weeks. AHHH i really don't know. I only know i wanna bite and chew food now since i've been vigorously swallowing food for the whole of 2 days.
I tried swallowing pork yesterday and it was tough. :( The brinjal that i've tried to swallow today kinda failed; i've to remove the skin before swallowing it... And yeah baked rice doesn't help too. The rice is just not soft enough and i'm practically swallowing everything without biting a single bit...! Worse of all, i'm eating like a snail. :(
Bought some Campbell soups for lunch today, supposedly to help me fill my stomach since i hadn't been able to have a good breakfast this morning. Unfortunately, the soup doesn't really help; maybe a bit, 'cause i was already feeling quite hungry even before evening could reached.
I hate porridge to the core, and i think porridge is only for those who are really sick and maybe with completely no appetite. Well, i obviously do have the appetite and i need rrrrreal food. I just simply hate the fact that i've to bite/chew them 'cause it sounds totally impossible right now.
I also can't imagine the fact that my lecture mate suggests that i take meal supplements since i can't really eat and was complaining about being hungry. Please... i need real food, not just drinks.
Anyway... there's no need to take pity of me; i'm looking for ways to consume food and i'm on medication => it better be effective! Well-well, I guess tomorrow will just be another hard day for me.
BUT.
I'm still going to KTV lor!
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At this point of time while i'm typing this entry, my swollen gum is protesting like mad; it feels as if little devils are participating in the grinding of my wisdom tooth!
I guess it would be a sleepness night again.
Showing posts with label Gloomy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Gloomy. Show all posts
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
leaving... part 2
I'm facing some kind of dilemma here.
Previously i was annoyed, but seriously... after knowing that he is really leaving, i'm feeling very upset, and i'm sure many of them will feel the same way as i do.
He did apologize for leaving COMPANY, and i can see the struggle in him; but 天下没有不散之宴席...
He never fails to make me laugh with his silly/ yellow/ real funny jokes, and i'm sure i will miss those dirty plate aka 盘, sunflower and many many other jokes from him...
Any gatherings with his existence are always fun and unforgettable.
Well, our team will never be the same again. :(
You'll be greatly missed, Bro.
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I believe we will definitely cross path in future, and i want to listen to those funny jokes of yours again! :)
Previously i was annoyed, but seriously... after knowing that he is really leaving, i'm feeling very upset, and i'm sure many of them will feel the same way as i do.
He did apologize for leaving COMPANY, and i can see the struggle in him; but 天下没有不散之宴席...
He never fails to make me laugh with his silly/ yellow/ real funny jokes, and i'm sure i will miss those dirty plate aka 盘, sunflower and many many other jokes from him...
Any gatherings with his existence are always fun and unforgettable.
Well, our team will never be the same again. :(
You'll be greatly missed, Bro.
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I believe we will definitely cross path in future, and i want to listen to those funny jokes of yours again! :)
Monday, May 26, 2008
Sichuan's Earthquake
I was doing some research of the earthquake when i spotted some pictures uploaded by a photographer while doing some wedding shoot for a couple.
After taking a few shots, suddenly rocks began to fall from the old Church ...
Very terrible isn't it.
:(
After taking a few shots, suddenly rocks began to fall from the old Church ...
Very terrible isn't it.
:(
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Sacrifices
Too many of them left.
I could still remember the look on their faces when we travel together... they are always laughing, drinking together, cracking jokes ... but now, they're all gone.
Some of them were forced to leave,
some of them volunteer themselves...
They say this is a wake-up call for us; but i think it's the other way round.
They are still traveling so frequently... Don't they know that if they can avoid flying 2 times in a month, they can afford to pay one of them another month's salary??
Their leaving is really a great loss to the company... but do the mgt actually care?? They don't.
They all work so hard for this company, but what they got in return is just a "good package" where the mgt mentioned that they've tried their very best to fight for them for this wonderful package. My ass.
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We used to be so different in the past; we get to fly every quarterly, received vouchers for good performance; get to eat good food for every staff's birthday; get replacement leave for meetings...
and now, we don't have them anymore.
I could still remember the look on their faces when we travel together... they are always laughing, drinking together, cracking jokes ... but now, they're all gone.
Some of them were forced to leave,
some of them volunteer themselves...
They say this is a wake-up call for us; but i think it's the other way round.
They are still traveling so frequently... Don't they know that if they can avoid flying 2 times in a month, they can afford to pay one of them another month's salary??
Their leaving is really a great loss to the company... but do the mgt actually care?? They don't.
They all work so hard for this company, but what they got in return is just a "good package" where the mgt mentioned that they've tried their very best to fight for them for this wonderful package. My ass.
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We used to be so different in the past; we get to fly every quarterly, received vouchers for good performance; get to eat good food for every staff's birthday; get replacement leave for meetings...
and now, we don't have them anymore.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Expected
I already expected this to come sooner or later.
Whatever it is, we have to face it together.
I'm so sorry for those who are leaving.
And it really really hurts to see offices being forced to close down.
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I hope what he says will come true.
When is the next big wave of orders coming?
Whatever it is, we have to face it together.
I'm so sorry for those who are leaving.
And it really really hurts to see offices being forced to close down.
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I hope what he says will come true.
When is the next big wave of orders coming?
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Urban Myth - Gloomy Sunday
It's not sure if you've heard of this before, but i just got to know it from a Variety Show yesterday. CREEPY.
Gloomy Sunday is a hungarian song composed by this guy called Rezso Seress, and apparently this song causes hundreds of suicides. They say the melodies of the song bring you into depression and makes you head for the window.
The original version of the song was then destroyed, and soon then many versions of the song were made but was said that none of the depressing melody were close to the original version.
I've listened to the orchestra version of Gloomy Sunday, and personally i think the melody is rather depressing but not to the extend of having depression or makes you wanna die. But erm, i've only played the song for like 1, 2 times... you know, just in case. =D
Here is the detailed information of this song, and if you shud be interested, maybe you would like to visit the link:
http://chrisdolley.livejournal.com/49222.html
And if you want to hear the song, erm... the link is provided here as well BUT IF YOU ARE ALREADY FEELING DEPRESS, I WOULD RECOMMEND YOU NOT TO LISTEN because i dun wan anyone to die, although this is said to be urban legend. I don't want to be responsible okay. Haaaaa.
http://jay-rustler.imeem.com/playlist/3R77E8yW/gloomy_sundaypiano_music_playlist/
Weird.
Okay i admit the song is quite catchy and it's playing on and off my mind.
EWWW. *heads for....... breakfast!*
Gloomy Sunday is a hungarian song composed by this guy called Rezso Seress, and apparently this song causes hundreds of suicides. They say the melodies of the song bring you into depression and makes you head for the window.
The original version of the song was then destroyed, and soon then many versions of the song were made but was said that none of the depressing melody were close to the original version.
I've listened to the orchestra version of Gloomy Sunday, and personally i think the melody is rather depressing but not to the extend of having depression or makes you wanna die. But erm, i've only played the song for like 1, 2 times... you know, just in case. =D
Here is the detailed information of this song, and if you shud be interested, maybe you would like to visit the link:
http://chrisdolley.livejournal.com/49222.html
And if you want to hear the song, erm... the link is provided here as well BUT IF YOU ARE ALREADY FEELING DEPRESS, I WOULD RECOMMEND YOU NOT TO LISTEN because i dun wan anyone to die, although this is said to be urban legend. I don't want to be responsible okay. Haaaaa.
http://jay-rustler.imeem.com/playlist/3R77E8yW/gloomy_sundaypiano_music_playlist/
Weird.
Okay i admit the song is quite catchy and it's playing on and off my mind.
EWWW. *heads for....... breakfast!*
Monday, August 20, 2007
PUKE
I vomitted twice in the morning.
All i remembered in my dream was that i was eating some buffet and i was too full to carry on eating... then out of a sudden i felt so digusted.
That's when i woke up feeling nausea and the feeling of throwing up just keep coming.
It's been a long while since i last puke. Probably in my primary school days after... my milo session? I really really hate to vomit thus i kept forcing myself to slp and pretend nothing is happening.
BUT the feeling became stronger and ....................... @#%$^%@^%#&%$ i threw up like nobody business.
It was only 5am.
Okay so i walk here walk there, trying to make the feeling go away. Ok... then it finally went off and i head back to my bed. Who knows, at around 6.30am the feeling became much stronger. It was totally unbearable and i just have to flyyy myself to the toilet.
and @#$%^&U*I @&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#$%. IT CAME OUT FROM BOTH MY MOUTH AND NOSE.
EWWWWWWWWWW.
I'll never forget the smell of last night's maggie mee.
HAAAAA... and to my SURPRISE all my colleagues are either having diahorrea or vomit like mad. Therefore, we confirm it must be from the food we had from the bbq chalet...
HAIZ.
I'm feeling much better after throwing up therefore i took a cab to come for work, since everyone is sick BUT STILL turn up for work! APPLAUSE!!!! =)
And me too.
So proud of myself!
*GRINSSS*
All i remembered in my dream was that i was eating some buffet and i was too full to carry on eating... then out of a sudden i felt so digusted.
That's when i woke up feeling nausea and the feeling of throwing up just keep coming.
It's been a long while since i last puke. Probably in my primary school days after... my milo session? I really really hate to vomit thus i kept forcing myself to slp and pretend nothing is happening.
BUT the feeling became stronger and ....................... @#%$^%@^%#&%$ i threw up like nobody business.
It was only 5am.
Okay so i walk here walk there, trying to make the feeling go away. Ok... then it finally went off and i head back to my bed. Who knows, at around 6.30am the feeling became much stronger. It was totally unbearable and i just have to flyyy myself to the toilet.
and @#$%^&U*I @&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#$%. IT CAME OUT FROM BOTH MY MOUTH AND NOSE.
EWWWWWWWWWW.
I'll never forget the smell of last night's maggie mee.
HAAAAA... and to my SURPRISE all my colleagues are either having diahorrea or vomit like mad. Therefore, we confirm it must be from the food we had from the bbq chalet...
HAIZ.
I'm feeling much better after throwing up therefore i took a cab to come for work, since everyone is sick BUT STILL turn up for work! APPLAUSE!!!! =)
And me too.
So proud of myself!
*GRINSSS*
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Byebye
What i fear most has come true.
Now my fish tank is empty. No more sounds of bubbles; just empty.
He's gone.
Byebye Baobei~
Now my fish tank is empty. No more sounds of bubbles; just empty.
He's gone.
Byebye Baobei~
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Sickkk
Ouh, i was sick on thursday. It's been nearly a year before i last took my mc i guess?
Throat infection. Fever 38.6. Body ache.
So finally i took a day mc and spend the whole day at home, erm, doing nothing. I have got unexpected call and super sweet smses from my colleagues, but all these appear so fake to me.
Pure concern is enough, too much of it makes it very pretentious.
Imagine one of your colleague who is from other region and not really close to you, give you a ring and say, "oh heard that you're not in the office, how are you? Getting better? Oh just call to see if you're fine."
I'm not dying, i'm just sick. And the point is i'm not even close to the person! I was like rolling my eyes when i'm on the phone.
Then next coming up is ABB, with super super sweet sms asking me to switch off my phone, say i need rest and drink more water, make sure i keep him posted of my condition.
eh... helo?
Are you sure you want to know?
I know the sms definitely sounds very sweet, that's why all the girls in the office are falling head over heels for him. I know him best, and i know such sms are just his way of making one to have good impression of him.
Then during evening time he really did sms me again, asking me to update him about my condition.
I replied his sms, then of course, there was no reply. Seriously it doesn't come from the bottom of his heart that he is really concern about his sub, it's more like following a template. And you know what, all his subs are following his style; that's why the call from my regional salesman.
Even my closest colleague and boss didn't go to the extent of it, i mean of course, i'm just having a fever, not as if i'm hospitalised or what. If i am, probably i will be happy to entertain their call or sms.
Okay, maybe i'm just sick, that's why i'm feeling lousy.
Ouh, now cough and flu coming...
Throat infection. Fever 38.6. Body ache.
So finally i took a day mc and spend the whole day at home, erm, doing nothing. I have got unexpected call and super sweet smses from my colleagues, but all these appear so fake to me.
Pure concern is enough, too much of it makes it very pretentious.
Imagine one of your colleague who is from other region and not really close to you, give you a ring and say, "oh heard that you're not in the office, how are you? Getting better? Oh just call to see if you're fine."
I'm not dying, i'm just sick. And the point is i'm not even close to the person! I was like rolling my eyes when i'm on the phone.
Then next coming up is ABB, with super super sweet sms asking me to switch off my phone, say i need rest and drink more water, make sure i keep him posted of my condition.
eh... helo?
Are you sure you want to know?
I know the sms definitely sounds very sweet, that's why all the girls in the office are falling head over heels for him. I know him best, and i know such sms are just his way of making one to have good impression of him.
Then during evening time he really did sms me again, asking me to update him about my condition.
I replied his sms, then of course, there was no reply. Seriously it doesn't come from the bottom of his heart that he is really concern about his sub, it's more like following a template. And you know what, all his subs are following his style; that's why the call from my regional salesman.
Even my closest colleague and boss didn't go to the extent of it, i mean of course, i'm just having a fever, not as if i'm hospitalised or what. If i am, probably i will be happy to entertain their call or sms.
Okay, maybe i'm just sick, that's why i'm feeling lousy.
Ouh, now cough and flu coming...
Thursday, June 28, 2007
I’m having… high cholesterol!
Now I know what kind of unhealthy lifestyle I've been living. Ouh, sad to know that I have to cut down a lot of food that contains high cholesterol.
I think this also mean no more kway chap for me… have to stop eating for a little while yeah. No more seafood… no more oily food… no more egg yolks…
I need to eat MORE VEGGIES now!
Even my fav egg… I can only take 3 eggs per week. 3?!!??!?!! That's going to be super miserable for me man. BUT I must endure~~!!! (Imagine Ya Kun’s golden eggs…… *drools)
Very poor thing hor me!
Although I have a change in diet, that does not mean I’m slimming down because I don’t feel any fats shedding off! That’s quite upsetting huh.
OK, it has only been 3 days. HEHE.
If you are thinking to jio me for some good food, please please please! Better don’t. I don’t think I can take the temptation… HAAAA.
Okay lah, I hope I can maintain a healthier lifestyle… anyone joining me? :)
I think this also mean no more kway chap for me… have to stop eating for a little while yeah. No more seafood… no more oily food… no more egg yolks…
I need to eat MORE VEGGIES now!
Even my fav egg… I can only take 3 eggs per week. 3?!!??!?!! That's going to be super miserable for me man. BUT I must endure~~!!! (Imagine Ya Kun’s golden eggs…… *drools)
Very poor thing hor me!
Although I have a change in diet, that does not mean I’m slimming down because I don’t feel any fats shedding off! That’s quite upsetting huh.
OK, it has only been 3 days. HEHE.
If you are thinking to jio me for some good food, please please please! Better don’t. I don’t think I can take the temptation… HAAAA.
Okay lah, I hope I can maintain a healthier lifestyle… anyone joining me? :)
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
New Year updates
This New Year is not exactly a good one for me (apart from the collection of ang-baos), many things happened and unfortunately none of them are good news.
Firstly I have my cousin filing separation after a marriage of less than 4 years; getting divorce is no big deal now but the guy she married to is a totally jerk tt conned not only my cousins, but my cousin's friends and friends' friends money.
That's alot of money mind you, and all of them were gambled away...
This left my cousin with damn lot of loans to return including her families, her relatives, her friends, friends' friends and insurance company.
We are talking about more than 30, 40 thousands here; which makes me kinda surprise 'cause my cousin appears to be very rational to me. Love really makes one blind... Anyway, this jerk also cheated his company's funds (which is also 10 over thousands) so all of us hope that he will go to jail. YES.
Another of my relatives is diagnosed with cancer and i really hope things will seriously turn for the better. Yes this is not any new stories but heard that her health is deteriorating... just hope she will recover soon. =(
Besides this two major happenings, there's still some supernatural things going on which is unexplained and somehow all these things are affecting me very much.
Therefore i didn't enjoy my new year very much this year, also with girl girl crying every now and then when someone tries to carry her. She just kept crying and crying and crying...
Haiz.
Well, it's rather late now so i've got to turn in. Tomorrow all of them will be coming my hse so i need to do the part 2 of spring cleaning. Tedious man.
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Next... please see girl girl's latest pics:
Firstly I have my cousin filing separation after a marriage of less than 4 years; getting divorce is no big deal now but the guy she married to is a totally jerk tt conned not only my cousins, but my cousin's friends and friends' friends money.
That's alot of money mind you, and all of them were gambled away...
This left my cousin with damn lot of loans to return including her families, her relatives, her friends, friends' friends and insurance company.
We are talking about more than 30, 40 thousands here; which makes me kinda surprise 'cause my cousin appears to be very rational to me. Love really makes one blind... Anyway, this jerk also cheated his company's funds (which is also 10 over thousands) so all of us hope that he will go to jail. YES.
Another of my relatives is diagnosed with cancer and i really hope things will seriously turn for the better. Yes this is not any new stories but heard that her health is deteriorating... just hope she will recover soon. =(
Besides this two major happenings, there's still some supernatural things going on which is unexplained and somehow all these things are affecting me very much.
Therefore i didn't enjoy my new year very much this year, also with girl girl crying every now and then when someone tries to carry her. She just kept crying and crying and crying...
Haiz.
Well, it's rather late now so i've got to turn in. Tomorrow all of them will be coming my hse so i need to do the part 2 of spring cleaning. Tedious man.
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Next... please see girl girl's latest pics:
Sunday, August 06, 2006
UGLY SCARS
Presenting you...
This is what happens if you accidentally get contact with the teeth of the escalator steps.
You get those funny parallel lines on your skin, you almost cried your leg touches the water. T.T The best of all is that, you get ugly scars on your legs!!! SUCKS.
If you sees the picture and find my sayings too exaggerating, i recommend you to see the next photo to have a clearer view of what's going on.
Have you taken your meal?
Oh, just being courteous. =)))
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This is what happens after a week of hopeless medications.
The color of the lines darkens and "ORH CHE" (blueblacks) can be seen at the bottom of the injuries. Gosh, how am i able to wear skirts to work? My feet is already ugly enough, now SCARS. The fear of having those funny parallel scars frightens me to death man. EWWWW nothing helps at all!
Now the injuries hurt no more, but my heart aches like mad. T.T
When will the scars go off? I don't want to wear pants forever. Argh, how long would it take to recover...
Some of the parts are swollen and itch very much.
Maybe the next time you guys see me, my whole left leg will be super swollen and flys can be seen sticking on the infected parts. HAHA. Gross isn't it.
Any recommendation of medications you guys have tried and it recovers super fast?? PLEASE HELP! Argh.
This is what happens if you accidentally get contact with the teeth of the escalator steps.
You get those funny parallel lines on your skin, you almost cried your leg touches the water. T.T The best of all is that, you get ugly scars on your legs!!! SUCKS.
If you sees the picture and find my sayings too exaggerating, i recommend you to see the next photo to have a clearer view of what's going on.
Have you taken your meal?
Oh, just being courteous. =)))
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3
2
1
This is what happens after a week of hopeless medications.
The color of the lines darkens and "ORH CHE" (blueblacks) can be seen at the bottom of the injuries. Gosh, how am i able to wear skirts to work? My feet is already ugly enough, now SCARS. The fear of having those funny parallel scars frightens me to death man. EWWWW nothing helps at all!
Now the injuries hurt no more, but my heart aches like mad. T.T
When will the scars go off? I don't want to wear pants forever. Argh, how long would it take to recover...
Some of the parts are swollen and itch very much.
Maybe the next time you guys see me, my whole left leg will be super swollen and flys can be seen sticking on the infected parts. HAHA. Gross isn't it.
Any recommendation of medications you guys have tried and it recovers super fast?? PLEASE HELP! Argh.
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