Keke

Weeeee, took me pretty long to blog again.

As what i always say, when one has got no life, one has completely nothing to blog about. Erm.. like my case? HAHA.

Anyway, went movies with Xue juz now! Ouh, it's been quite sometime since my last movie, The Nun. As usual, we went for scary genre of movie.. it just turns out pretty low-class. (as in the plotting of the story) Nevertheless, the sound effect was scary enough for me.

Well, when did the western countries start having these "ghost ghost" kinda movie? It all used to be those "Independence", "Armageddon", "I know what you did last summer", "Scream", not once i remembered i have seen a english ghost movie until like recently => Sadako. I think it's kinda like a trend yea?

Erm back to the topic, we went for "Boo" at Lido Orchard. The place or rather the cinema is damn terrible. Hate the screen => damn small, i rather watch at home seriously. Sound effect wasn't too good either, i still prefer Yishun GV leh.

HAHA.

So next time you guys know where i want to go for movies. =))))

Rating of the movie, "Boo" => 3 stars, still cannot be compared with Emily Rose and The Last Train. Remembered i had a super hard time sleeping after watching Emily Rose. Emily Rose is so freaking frightening right man!! =`( The moment i closed my eyes, the images of Emily being twisted just keep flashing on my mind. *shivers

*****

Anyway, regarding my previous blog entry... i rejected the offer. I have just started not long ago in my this company, things have just started to pick up thus i cannot leave like that yea.

Also because of my feelings for the company.. the environment and everything. I guess i will regret if i really leave my company and start afresh else where. I sure cannot survive on my own yea, as now i'm pretty dependent on my boss.. =`(

I guess it's time for me to learn how to be independent. *wink

Alright, it's like going to be almost 2am now! Mic and Shushu is coming back on Sunday right? Heeee, soon getting to cya guys le~! Damn glad!

The mahjong gathering is finally back on action i guess.

Choices

Someone approached me for another job.

I have to say it's my ultimate wish to enter that company ever since i graduated.

I was more than delighted to hear that they actually did consider me, and i agreed to go for interview too. But something is really troubling me right now.

=(

And i can't make the decision.

I know i've always wanted to leave the company, but see.. i've been working there for half a year already. I've feelings for my colleagues, my work, the environment, even the shuttle bus. My boss treats me good and trust me alot as well. I cannot imagine how he will think if i bring this up, he will probably regret for all the things he did to help me all these while.

I'm really struggling so hard.

Maybe i will just go for that interview, but i'm afraid what if the offer is too good and when they talk me round and blah blah blah, i will actually agreed to it?

But if i were to reject the job offer, will there be a second chance?

Obviously not.

I always complicate matters and i don't know why. Things that are so easy often appear to be so hard for me. I need someone to give me comments but i know in the end i will still be the person facing the problem. Only i can decide, others can't do it for me.

Goodness, i hate to make choices.

Tagged.

I'm tagged I'm tagged.

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Leave a tag on the person tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
3. Start your post with ?I have been tagged!?

Favourites
favourite colour: PINK
favourite food: japanese
favourite song: What hurts the most, super nice!
favourite movie: hell lot, to named a few.. Formula 17 & Brokeback~
favourite sport: i dun do sports.
favourite day of the week: has got to be fridayyyyyy
favourite season: autumn
favourite ice-cream: erm.. dun really like ice-cream.. maybe those cheapo red bean ones =)

Currents
current mood: down. super sick with head super heavy.
current taste: nothing...
current clothes: PPG, yesh.
current deskstop: moon and stars
current toenails: gold in color, all falling off.
current time: 9:47pm
current surroundings: blue painted room, a laptop infront.
current annoyances: my throat is burning
current thoughts: i probably have to see a doc before mahjong tml.. ='(

Firsts
first best friends: meiqin, arlin. (right?)
first crush: woopx, same name as kierra's first crush. (i dun think they're the same person. HA)
first movie: i forgot... Titanic?
first lie: i can't trace them.
first music: Yes, it's twinkle twinkle. I got a D for tt, coz i only know how to sing the first, second verse. HAHA, until like NOW!

Lasts
last cigarette: smoke-free environment
last drink(alcohol): whoa... erm one mth ago.
last car ride: last week i guess. So kelian right.
last crush: nil.
last movie: The Nun.
last phone call: yesterday with my babbbbbbbby =) (*rara. She hates it when i call her tt, haha)
last CD played: all Mp3 songs leh

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: nah
have you ever broken the law: definitely.
have you ever been arrested: gosh, no!
have you ever skinny-dipped: hell no.
have you ever been on tv: i remembered i did some stupid pose for the goggles thingy. Not sure if it's on air. [Goggles~!]
have you ever kissed someone you don?t know: no.

5 things you are wearing: ring, specs, necklace, tee and shorts.
4 things you done today: online, msn, neopets-ing, sing along with my mp3 songlist.
3 things you can hear right now: SHE's song, something banging.. think someone kicking football? thats all i think.
1 thing you do when you are bored: look into the mirror. HAHA

I now tag: (damn, all taken by kierra!) Hahahaa..

MUST WATCH!!

Seriously, you would watch this! I will make sure you guys burst out laughing thru-out the whole clip!

I almost died from laughing.

Wahahaha...

Stefanie => out of tune??

Actually i think what the media had reported is too exaggerating, her performance is not really that bad yea. She just missed like a few words and only one tune went off. Maybe you want to witness it yourself...





Hee i was quite bad actually, had been waiting for her to go out of tune since the start of the performance. Erm, realise it was actually the last song she sang with Eason. Don't be like me alright! Watch everything then you'll know.

*shrugs* tsk, not that bad lah.

Hilarious!

English Name

Time passes really fast, my sis is going on a delivery soon! From my understanding, it should be around mid august, that makes the baby girl LEO. Erm.. Leo girls' characteristic should be quite good yea? Just not that horoscope will do. HA!

My sis entrusts me and my cousin to come out with the English name for the baby girl, but all the names that run thru my mind happens to be for baby boy~ So i have completely no idea, seriously, maybe only some and my sis has REJECTED most of them. HA, i think i'm still better in choosing boy's name. ^^

And all of you guys reading my blog, if you happen to think of any nice names pleasssse kindly help to provide them and let me know yea! For myself, i think Camy is rather nice...

My cousin came out with a few, and almost 90% i'm not able to pronounce them correctly. Strangely, i guess the problem lies with me. Remember the "OX" Prawn?! Yea, right. Haaaaa, if i can't even pronounce them properly, i guess my mom won't be able to pronounce them too. I once asked her to pronounce "Xavier" and she said "Zei-berrr" *faints*

Currently, we have been addressing the baby "Lin Qiao Niu" (due to Xiao S' Xu Qiao Niu) and Carrot Lim 'cause we think it's pretty funny to name her under fruits and vegetables. HA~ HILARIOUS! FYI, My mom came out with the Carrot thingy 'cause she can't pronounce Charlotte. HAAAA~ at least she didn't say chocolates. =d

Can't wait for her arrival man!

P/s: is Xena a nice name? Need her to be strong and healthy like Xena. Muahaha.




Xena, The Warrior Princess.

Mentally STRESSED.

It's been a while since i last blog, well.. not that i don't want to blog, it's just that i'm pretty sick of the blogskin and the irritating pop-ups. I was actually waiting for a better blogskin before i start writing, seems like i couldn't find any. Heee, thats why i choose a rather old blogskin but nevertheless cute and PINK!

Finally i'm able to blog again! Arh, hasn't been actively online for like so long. Didn't managed to blog about my life nowadays.. it was horrible. Horrible as in HOR-RI-BLE. I'm totally stressed up these two months and it's like pushing my limits.

My work used to be so carefree and i have nothing much to worry. Report work at 8.30am, go home at 5.30pm.. everything repeats over and over again.

Maybe i shouldn't ask for too much.

There's some minor shuffle in my company, and i was asked to assist another department for the time being. I wasn't quite willing at first but thinking that i might be doing different things.. i agreed but still, feeling insecure as i'm not quite familiarized with my "boss" at that time.

Things went on rather smoothly at first , BUT everything changed after like one month or so. I think i'm the 導�線 of the whole incident, but definitely not the cause for it. I started to see ugly sides of ppl, hearing ppl speaking ill behind my back, being backstab again and again, and also ppl giving me cold-shoulder when i did nothing wrong at all..!

Totally screwed up.

The person who "backstab" me used to be someone that i always share my little jokes with, always helping her when she's tight with work, always there to make her day but I DUN THINK SHE APPRECIATE WHAT I DID.

She even 扭曲 the things that i say and report them to the management.

Gosh, i never know she's this kinda person and i'm getting really tired day by day. I very much wanted to go but i think i shud be responsible for my work, i shouldn't just leave like that. Moreover, i'm wronged by them, WHY SHOULD I EVEN LEAVE? Doesn't that makes me like.. leaving of guilt??

Right now, i couldn't care too much. I have no more strength to get angry over what they made up, no more energy to defend myself.

I guess my boss is even 100 times è¡°. What he's facing is definitely more "challenging" then mine, that results in my determination to stay in the company.

Ouh, i guess females are normally more sensitive to all these issues. How i wish i could be super insensitive and carry on working without trying to please all.. but that's sure to sour the relationship and lead to more explosion. Now even small friction will create unexpected EX-PLO-SION.

Well, i can only tell myself that ��我�好我的本份��我的�利謠言 will �攻自破 and things will definitely improved. HA, i really do hope so. Nevertheless, i'm going to start flipping papers and do some job-surfing..

And besides 2 of my colleagues, I TRUST NO ONE.